My angel --fallen--

The clouds of heaven are opening unto me
I have thought that you are my angel
My angel that have no heaven to return to
My angel that needs to be with me

I have always thought you will be the one
The one who will be my angel, the one who will watch me
I have always been watching you from the corner
From the very far corner of the endless square

I have built my dreams in your absolute world
Thinking that I will be happy with it
Desiring that you will be my lucky angel
Hoping that the star is pointing at the right person

Shattered are my dreams and hope
Crushed is my soul and heart
Destroyed is my world and whole being
Exaggerated.. Maybe? Is that my love?

What the ------ I am experiencing??
Haven't felt these before
Lots of pain... Flowing like blood..
Rushing and so hot...
Burning my entire heart...

Anger is what I am feeling
I really have fallen
I have really fallen
Fallen for you.. -My fallen angel-