Forever is not the word for us

I don’t know if I can utter a word
To depict these feelings I feel
But I discern it is real
I think I’m going absurd

Why can you mar me so much?
Why can you chill me with your touch?
The eyes with glazing stares
Can merge my mind-set in the air

My psyche cannot think
My eyes cannot wink
When I’m with you I’m getting weak
Many says my wits has a leak

But why do I like forever to join you and me?
When everyday, I know it’s me you can’t see
For you I’m just imperceptible
But for me you’re indomitable

Casting my moan away
Making my qualms sway
But making you stay
I can’t do, in just a day

So why do I hope to be with you?
If I do know there’s no hope
Why do I want to hear I love you too?
If I do know your answer is nope

So maybe I’ll just stop this
Cause surely this you will miss
Forever is crushed for you and me
That’s all I want for you to see!

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Notes: This is sad... Giving up... I really do believe that if you love
somebody, why should you give up? letting go and giving up is different
in how people think and feel about it... According to my opinion....
AS if that matters??