Unguarded

I have known you by surprise...
That's why I don't know what to do...
You have exposed me to the beautiful reality...
The reality of the wonderful hurtful world...

I really do enjoy my old world back then...
Then you opened the doors for me...
I tried to close all of them to protect me...
But my heart runaways with you...

From then on I am now succeptible of attacks..
Attacks that my body cannot guard nor handle..
Attacks that are coming from my heart to my brain...
Sucking up all my time... Giving me too much pain...

After that I really have fallen for you...
And ever since that very special moment...
When I am with you...
I am crazy... I don't know what to do...

I tried to kill these feelings attacking me...
Their attacking me cause I have no guards...
My heart is very succeptible to attacks...
I have let the door too much opened!

I am really much happier with my world before...
Living alone... Living happy...
I don't want these feelings I am feeling...
Feeling alone... Feeling unhappy...

I am a human for your information...
And even though I am a loner...
I know how to feel things...
I also feel 'hurt feelings'

Back from the start I really didn't expected...
But my heart keeps opening the doors...
Doors to my unguarded heart...
Making it succeptible for attacks again...

I really believe you don't like me...
I didn't expected a single chance...
My mind killed all my faith...
So it will be strong against these attacks...

But the hardest part is...
My heart is always beating for you...
Always opening the doors to my unguarded heart...
Making it succeptible for attacks again...

I really hate these feelings...
If I can put walls before my door...
I really did it long before...
I really don't know what to do...

Even though I have accepted my fate...
My heart always keep my doors open...
Open for only one person...
Making it succeptible for attacks again...