Unguarded

I have known you by surprise...
That's why I don't know what to do...
You have exposed me to the beautiful reality...
The reality of the wonderful hurtful world...

I really do enjoy my old world back then...
Then you opened the doors for me...
I tried to close all of them to protect me...
But my heart runaways with you...

From then on I am now succeptible of attacks..
Attacks that my body cannot guard nor handle..
Attacks that are coming from my heart to my brain...
Sucking up all my time... Giving me too much pain...

After that I really have fallen for you...
And ever since that very special moment...
When I am with you...
I am crazy... I don't know what to do...

I tried to kill these feelings attacking me...
Their attacking me cause I have no guards...
My heart is very succeptible to attacks...
I have let the door too much opened!

I am really much happier with my world before...
Living alone... Living happy...
I don't want these feelings I am feeling...
Feeling alone... Feeling unhappy...

I am a human for your information...
And even though I am a loner...
I know how to feel things...
I also feel 'hurt feelings'

Back from the start I really didn't expected...
But my heart keeps opening the doors...
Doors to my unguarded heart...
Making it succeptible for attacks again...

I really believe you don't like me...
I didn't expected a single chance...
My mind killed all my faith...
So it will be strong against these attacks...

But the hardest part is...
My heart is always beating for you...
Always opening the doors to my unguarded heart...
Making it succeptible for attacks again...

I really hate these feelings...
If I can put walls before my door...
I really did it long before...
I really don't know what to do...

Even though I have accepted my fate...
My heart always keep my doors open...
Open for only one person...
Making it succeptible for attacks again...

Ung Kyespi Shalalalala Di [Full House]

Sarang-um tem-ulo ke-so
Hirong-ki tufum kul-a mul-aso
Nanam-cho chatu sarang-he ku-soni
Itu de mu-ande

Irachu para koran-u
Chum-ul cho shija kuti bu-an laso
Pabu cho-nom ige wasom idang
Kiniji mude mula ru-wiso

Chorus:
Niga saranghite ji-an kirung hiroso
Noma-gum cho teru a-ngi kirung hiroso
Nom-saranghe a-guto nanum sungkyo-o shina guso kyo-woso
Chamkisu chiong nanum ino igil pareso
Abucha chiong mande keman kiyorung kemika
Nakiman manyong sobuno kebo ten moshi yopshi bina
Chakul sulpochio

Cha-napal shija kiragu
Kuro ke shiki sina musol nunde
Unje ku sul kusol kuragu
Nani to son unde
Ke take naniya unji
Oji sokut-o kecha nute unji
Nom saranghe kiye ya haunde
Kimude kino moku riwajo

Repeat chorus except last line

Kijo no-a higa namo hemi om-nunde
Kija nagu nawul ocho suga om-junde
Noriji woya naranda nusa shibundi
Wongu tunga
Jo hil tul kehe

First Love Must Die

First love must die
So I can enter in your heart
Be honest! Don’t lie!
Are your hearts truly apart?

Did you already move on?
I don’t think so!
First love must go!
So I can let my feelings in

How can I make you forget?
If your heart and mind won’t let
How can I make you happy?
If it’s always him you see

How can I return the brightness in your life?
If you’re covering it with your dark past
How can I make you need me?
If you make me feel unneeded

How can I clear your heart?
If you’re always putting a space for him
When will I know the proper time?
If you will not give me a single chance

How can I take away your fears?
If for him, you still shed tears
How can I stop your worrying?
If your love for him is undying

What must I do?
Tell me! I won’t give up on you
I can’t kill your first love?
It’s only you or my God above

I just want you to know that I’m not resting
Until forever that your love is undying
But though I don’t have a single chance
I’m just happy to see you more than a glance!

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Notes: I am really desperate in writing this? Am I? Well maybe you think
I am drunk or I am so mad, but nah! I am not... I am just trying to say
here that give me a chance... One chance to prove your wrong... One
chance to help you and me... One chance you can't give me.. drama tlga!!

Partisan [SpongeCola]

I've been dreaming for so long
To see you smile right back at me
From where you are

I've been wishing for so long
To see smiling back at me
Like I'm somebody special

But as I aged and as I changed
I left it all behind
Cause now your calls seem kind of mellow

Will I run to you
Even If I'm loosing hours
Even if I'm loosing hours of sleep
Even If I'm slowly fading away

I've been down to long
Yeah I know
I know cause the radio's been playing that same old song
That same old song

About this regular guy
With regular hopes
And regular dreams gone stale

Coz he doesn't know where to go

We can find another break time to sit and talk a while
I'll be your king and you'll be my queen and we'll be dancing all night
But its getting there, its getting to me and it's tearing me apart
Cause he doesn't know where to go

Will I run to you

Neon [SpongeCola]

Your smile is gently freezing
The snow throws it away
You're the laughter in my silence
The cold that keeps me awake
Green towel is soft spoken
With thoughts you never knew
Coz the lies and empty promises
I blew them all in hue

How does it feel?
How is it that i cant feel?
Cos i, i need to know

Coz i, i know i can never be enough
To replace your whatever
And i, i think it's shiny and blue
Like a dance that's see-thru
Cos i, i know i can never be enough
To replace your whatever
Now everything is silent
And everything is still without you near

Everything about you
The world was something new
And i was there in the open
Well, just to be with you
But everytime i see the shelter
And everytime i walk away
You're the laughter in my silence
The cold that fuels my day

How does it feel?
How is it that i cant feel?
Cos i, i need to know...

Coz i, i know i can never be enough
To replace your whatever
And i, i think it's shiny and blue
Like a dance that's see-thru
Cos i, i know i can never be enough
To replace your whatever
Now everything is silent
And everything is still without you near

And everytime i see you passing by
I'll just stay here waiting for you
And i will talk to myself on a lazy sunday afternoon
And i'll still sing that prayer for you
I'll be a little bit kind enough for me
While i try to be so perfect, you'll see that
And nothing can compare to whatever lies out there.

There's no one here...
There's no one here...
There's no one here...
There's no one...

It doesn't affect me...

Some people are trying to tell me that we are having a smooth and wonderful
conversation... Perhaps our relationship will be as calm as a calm sea...

Some people are giving me advices that are really not helping me in my
stand right now... I just want us to be 'close'... that's all...

Some people are going ahead of me... Telling me that 'this the right and
proper time I have been waiting for'... But I really don't care...

Some people are telling me to ask you out on a vacation... Just you and
me... But I don't feel that that is the right thing to do...

Maybe we have the same feelings for each other because our mood gets
along very well... But sometimes it's hard to be with you on a crowd...

I don't know if I need time and space between the two of us but I think
the best thing to do is to just stay this way... "friends"

Even though many people are messing up with my mind... Nothing can mess
with my heart... And when the time comes that it will beat for you...
Whatever they will say... It doesn't affect me... Really... Nothing at all...

History About the Author...

I am the Author! RJ! stands for Rio Jason... Thanks for the intro RJ!
Well seriously speaking there are many kinds of RJ!!! Who do you want
to talk with??? Serious Rj, Funny Rj, Corny Rj, Crazy Rj, Stupid Rj,
Loving Rj, Crying Rj, Genius Rj, Jolly Rj, Loud Rj, Silent Rj, Messy Rj,
.......................................................................
... RJ, ... Rj, ... Rj, ... Rj, ... Rj, ... Rj, ... Rj, and so on......
After 10 years! ... RJ, ... Rj, ... Rj, ... Rj, ... Rj, ... Rj, ... Rj

Yah! Now you've talked to all of them! here is the Author Rj speaking...
NOw let's get into business... The history of author Rj??? uhhhhmmmmm...
Let me think about it....................... NAh! I won't use after 10
years because it's already used!!! YOu won't buy it again, don't you??
NOw! I've remembered! I started to be an author since grade 6 if my leaked
memory is correct... I writed non-sense as in very stupid and very corny
things as well!! If you will read that today you may really conclude that
I'm indeed so special!! As in the SPECIAL child! Actually I was brought up
by my mom that you must only have one love and that one love must be the
one you're ready to marry... Until now I believe "SOME" of that stuff!!!
So most of my poems that were done are almost about forever!!! Love for
me before is not to be tried and tested like a new cooked rice that you
will just vomit if it's too hot to handle... After that..... I really known
love??? I don't know but based on different persons I have met and talked
to I have learned many kinds of love... After that my writing skills was
used totally in my 3rd year high school days... (Yah right!) I have started
to feel puppy love there?? (Oh is that true?) and then later on............
Poof! Simple Cream was produced!! Thanks to the urge of my friend and tell
me two things... just read my introduction... Anyways this must be a short
history but it seems like Author Rj enjoyed writing about his history.....
Anyways this is Genius Rj telling to you to study hard and peace out!!!!!!
-------signing of------- -------Chiddaja Cream/Funny Rj/Corny Rj-------

I think I'm fallen

A little conversation
Turning into little sweet sensations
And their only getting sweeter everytime
A friendly get together turning into visions of forever if i just believe this
Foolish heart of mine

Refrain:

I can't pretend that i'm just a friend and i'm thinking maybe we were meant to be

Chorus:
I think i'm fallin fallin in
Love with you and i don't i don't
Know what to do i
'm afraid you'll
Turn away
But i'll say it anyway
I think i'm fallin for you
I'm fallen for you

Whenever were together
I'm wishing that goodbye's
Would turn to never
Cause with you is where
I always wanna be
Whenever i'm beside
You all i really want
To do is hold you
No one else but you has
Meant this much to me
(refrain, chorus x)

I'm fallin for you

Love is Patient

Love is patient, that’s what I know
Over the mountains high and low
Valuing love one’s, needs to wait
Even though sometimes, it’s too late
Incessantly waiting for love is a task
Sneering must be buried to the dusk
Profound understanding is needed
Anguish is sometimes included
T orrent of patience is bad
Intrusive for love is sad
Essence of waiting is always included
Napping is excluded
Time is the perfect test in love

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Notes: Buhay pa pala ito!!! Matagal ko na itong sinulat! elementary pa
yata?? Basta 10 or 11 pa ako niyan.. tignan mo naman ang pinag-gagawa
ko noong bata pa ako di ba??? di talaga normal!!

Mga nilikha

Ano ba ang mga nilikha?
Lahat ba sila ay masama?
Masarap ba silang pagmasdan?
O sila ba ay kinakatakutan?

Mayroon bang himala?
Saan ba ito nagmula?
Lahat ba ng nilikha
Ay ginawa para maging malaya?

Mayroon bang nagsusumbong?
Para mayroong makulong
Mayroong bang nagkakandarapa?
Upang magtrabaho sa lupa

Marami ba ang sagana?
O marami ang nadadaya?
Maganda ba ang iyong pangalan?
O mas maganda ang iyong sasakyan?

Marami ba ang mga magka-toto?
Na hindi namin nagpapakatotoo
Bakit ba sa lahat ng dako?
Marami ang nagpapanggap na guwapo!

Ang problema sa malaki ang ulo
Dahil ito’y napakatalino!
Napakadami ng tao sa mundo
Pero ba’t wala pang nakakakita sa paraiso?

Mayroon pa bang malinis na tubig?
Mayroon pa bang ibong kayganda ng tinig?
Marami ba ang nawiwili?
Sa mga alahas at palamuti

Bakit lahat ng nagkakasakit?
Ay nagdadasal kahit saglit
Paano pa ba mararating?
Ang ating mga mithiin

Ano ba ang sangkap?
Nang iyong mga pangarap
Ano ka ba para sa akin?
Sino ba ang nasa aking paningin?
Sino ba ang mga nilikha?
Bakit ko sila kamukha?

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Notes: toinks! 'yon lang ang masasabi ko.. Toinks!

Introduction

Welcome to my blog! Actually this is more of a place when you can see
all of my poems.. not all of them really... cause you know... all the
poems that are posted here are made because of certain circumstances
which I don't really want to talk about... For "the others" concern...
(Am I included? nevermmind..) I have decided to create a blog for gud
reasons and that is... tada! "I have nothing to do with my summer break"
I usually and always stay at home... HOME... }{0^^3... HOme... hOMe...
and did I mension HoMe??? That's how cool my summer break is? cool isn't
it?? Well, I really don't want my poems to be read and be seen in public
but my friend told me two things that made me do it... "It's a gift"
so show it... "express yourself" so others may know your talents and
capacities... Well, about simple cream.... uhhmmmm... uhhhhhmmmmm...
For sure I'm not a cream, but I am indeed simple! I am very sorry if
you will not enjoy your stay here... but although you miss all the fun...
I'll still say to you "Have a nice day reading my poems and hope u enjoyed
your stay!" I am not just ordinary but I am simple! That's why I am special!